If you asked me what my nightmare was, I would most definitely saying being hated by everyone in the world. Loneliness, rejection, and also random weird things like cats freak me out. But something I did not realize until this experience is that I have a huge fear of lack of control. It keeps me from a lot of things: memories, living in the moment, spontaneous adventures, late night talks with my sister when she knocks on my door…all because it is not what I had planned. Spending hours outdoors while I am stress-free sounds like a dream to me, something I yearn for yet out of reach, but during the school year, it might be one of the things I dread the most. An outdoor experience does not invoke thoughts of moments of magic in nature but rather anxiety from being away from my studies. I plan almost every second of my life to a T. I have google calendar, planner, daily planner, alarms, and phone reminders. Some might call me OCD, and I would respond by saying they are likely absolu...
Great photos, thanks.
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